A letter to your younger self and your 10-years-later self

Do you ever have any kind of desire: "If I could turn back time, I would ...."? continue to soccer practice and will not be lazy anymore exercise.
I want mendadi players who have the talent when I mature as it is today.
But time has passed and I already feel remorse that I feel at this moment and I can not change it all.
and now I can only play as a goalkeeper futsal who tried to hone my skills, even if it is not my desire to be in the field of futsal and its keeper is not the Right as my position.
but I should be able to try my new capacity as futsal goalkeeper. I once played for my elementary soccer team and won at the district level and has also played in a friendly match between the border in Malaysia at the time of my high school class XI.

I am very proud and happy although only a friendly match hehehe.
the first time I became the keeper was in when I sign in SMPN 23 pontianak in one area sosok. there was me trying my luck to become a goalkeeper until today.
if I could play when I want to get back in my position as a professional quarterback and could make my parents proud of me.
so that I can be supported and allowed the match following the match that I follow to this day, so that I will be proud and happy if my parents watch me play soccer or futsal.
still a lot I want to tell to you about me. but maybe this will membosan right and also unimportant hehehe.
Thank you for you who have been stopped at my modest blog today hehehe
I say assalamualaikum warahmatullahi wabarakatuh